Over being over it.

Im tired of saying well ill just wait for this, or a few years down the road I promise. No I want to have it now. Im sick and tired of waiting and I don’t give a shit if that makes me sound like a toddler. I don’t wanna wait a few years to get an apartment/house with you like no I wanna now. And first and foremost I don’t wanna be at this school. Coming here was the biggest mistake of my life, yeah granted I wouldn’t take it back for anything because I learned so much about myself but still like okay, done fucking learning now. I wanna be home cuddling with my baby and working at Dennys. Not at this shit ass school with all these rude fake ass people. And your on a sports team? Oh that’s cool we have peewee hockey and tee ball in my town too. Like shut the fuck up about D1 your like the third to last school in the division. I wanna be a Husky, like who the fuck wants to be a Knight? Not this girl no thank you. So beyond over this and then my loan doesn’t go through; well fuck there’s a sign from heaven. Im not registering for classes next semester even if I do get it fixed, like fuck I will just work all winter spring and summer then apply to UCONN. Fuck this school and this state, Jersey your over rated and smell like the back of my retarded cat. I never wanted to be one of those girls that crawls back home but fuck it, happiness comes first. And i am not happy here. Ugh can’t wait to be home.